I had the giddyness of someone who wasn't yet sure of what was happening to me. I had the love, the lust, the want but no means to carry this out, so had to climb to the top of the great tower of control with its death defying peaks and throw myself off in order to actually speak to you.
I was someone else that night, someone raw, nothing left of me. I sat, there, looking right of me...at...you and couldn't believe we were sharing the same air.
My world, it stopped.
I had a rabbit's heart beating more times a second than is possible to measure by an human scale.
You see, I get quite lonely.
The kind you don't take home to mother.
It was vital that my words were well turned out. I was like a hopeful piling into an audition and then forgetting all my lines. Something was going on and I think the going on was happening here, right now. Right...then.
I would be barefoot and pregnant and poor and lost only to find my way inside you. If only I could be certain that I could love you forever I would carve you into my existence and keep you, love, here always.
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